Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Running away

Hi Dorothy,

The world is whoozing past and it feels like i'm the only standing lost, tired, scared and reticent.
Everyone is sure of their destinations, or atleast their utlimate goal.

What is important? What do I want? What do they want? Can I make them happy?

Should I take a leap ... again?
Unlike all other times, this time its a giant step.
There is too much space between the two boats to ride them together - and a choice is inevitable.
But what then?
What if its a wrong step?
What if its wrong?
What if...?


Life isn't as complicated as we make it. Right?

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Dor,
I leapt. Once more, I made that jump of faith.
I fell again.
And this time, I can stare at the wound and not wince.